Monday, September 28, 2009

Stupidly enough

If stupidity comes from the word stupid, then idiotic would definitely come from the word idiot.

So what's the problem then?

Nothing. Even the word stupid itself is okay simply because it only explains about a condition where people acting irrationally on something. as for me, i did all the stupid things i could get my hands off.

Although knowing how stupidly i will turn out to be in debate, i stupidly indulge myself into it. Knowing that i have endless talks and love to actually spit everything out non stop, i stupidly continue to do talk the stupid talk.

The best part of all, knowing stupidly that i can't bear with many things, still, i stupidly take in charge of the whole cohort. Stupid isn't it?

anyone, or whosoever willing to read my blog, do u think that i am stupid enough to actually be a leader?

sorry, i can't think of any stupid things anymore.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Man ana?

Who am I actually?

Looking through life, to and fro, not others life but my own. I wish I could say that I'm living a decent life right now. 'Decent' here mean that I have yet to acquire certain characteristics in which I should already have.

Comparing myself with others, although might say that i shouldn't compare, still, the comparison had enlightened me with numerous things.

While some struggle so much to obtained what they want, or give it the best while doing things they like the most, me? I stood staring blankly at them, envious, yet doing nothing to at least learn some lesson out of it.

Others, working so hard to make life easier but me? I don't think i even know how to actually appreciate things. Laptops, shoes, shirts, handphones, mp3, watches. In all my life i'm not quite sure why i'm not deeply attach to it. Some people had also receive things from others and yet they treasure it deeply. Why is it so hard for me?

Apart from that, why is it so hard for me to be independent, standing on my own? Molla, jal morumnida (i really don't know).

Then, after all of these, i'm still feeling envious with others seeing they're living happily. What am i actually?

Jinjja, na nappun namja ya. (Really, I'm truly a bad person)

i have nothing but TALKing a lotttttttttttttttttttttt.

Can't drive a bike, don't have the guts to drive the car, very poor public relationship, self-centered, what else do i actually have?